Friday, October 29, 2010

Could You ???

Could you imagine being in love with someone you've never seen physically?
How about telling that person your deepest darkest secrets?
Even expressing the things your ashamed of?
Could this be the person you want to be with for the rest of your life?
Could you imagine dreaming of what the individual looks like? 
Thinking of them night and day ?
Could you imagine how things will be the first time you meet? 
The thoughts that run through a persons mind!
But in the end the physically appearance doesn't even seem that big of a deal because you love one another.
Looks nope
Body image nope
Smile nope
the emotional and mental aspects of course they matter. 
There is someone for everybody even if they are miles away and you've never seen them !!! 
Could you deal with this ????
Could you ?
Just asking !!!
R.I.P. to a beautiful young lady Bianca  Jackson I know I only knew her for a few hours but it didn't feel that way. The way she was taken from this earth was horrible so lets vow to say NO 2 Violence . 

She was a very artistic person and her spirits seemed high and she was full of laughter!
Live every day like the last day because their is no promise that tomorrow is to await for anyone. 
Make sure you don't hold yourself back from making any of you goals a reality be ambitious! 
Remember Violence is not the only resort !

Randoms

I've always had em (songs mixed together) with a lil thought

Love of my life
My last first kiss
My BUDDY 
I have to go through it with somebody 
Its not just me myself and I anymore
Its just me and you 
Bonnie and Clyde maybe !!!
My best-friend forever 
You know me like no other being 
My lover 
My Soulmate 
My Air and light 
You are my King and God is my Father 
God is on my right and my left
You are my backbone just like I am to you 
You are right next to God 
For God is the only third link on our relationship 
I have no reason to sleep with a broken heart 
and for we will do the unthinkable 
while we rise and rise to be closer to our dreams 
Our dreams will be our reality 
Pure love never returns void, 
and to think you've been right here in my life, 
and we almost let one another pass by 
You are my fight when I have no more left 
You are my air when I cant breathe 
You are my eyes when I am blind 
You are heart when it's scared to beat 
You know some may say  Im out my mind but really im just in time !!
When a stone is thrown into a crowd we don't shout unless it hits our mother 
why ? 
Selfishness I must say 
What an effd up way of thinking 
But guess what ?
Its reality!
This world is Crazy 
Genocides still exist from the Holocaust, slavery around the world, Somalia, Uganda, and Rwanda to name a few
History is to always repeat itself
Short time gain and long time achievement is what's believed that individual desires 

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

many of men







Loveli ladies


one with the animal 
one dress worn with 2 diff. swags 

3 peas n a pot

a little connection my sisters and I have !!!

a strong young woman 
standing where i never thought i would be
making my dreams a reality
sisters bonding over common ground
life long friendships i know will be found
In life i know i will pass every test
and B.Y.S. will bring out my best 

my sisters are not here to judge, 
but to be my backbone 
a backbone that will never be broken 
damaged at times 
but in the end it will all repair on its on 
I am my own woman, 
but with my sisters we are a mountain reaching the clouds 
life isn't perfect we've all realized that, 
but with positive individuals in our lives we know life will be much easier 

new sisters bonding over common grounds

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MegXuksu-a8

Friday, January 22, 2010

realization to a new creation was a sensation

waiting for this 18 says she i thought this number would make a difference! it doesnt it is just a number, an age, and another day of birth to celebrate. 18 does not make me grown she says. my maturity allows me to assure my growness as well as my responsibilities. my actions when i was 16 and 17 were childish, rebellious, sinful. trouble helped me grow but no regrets but mistakes maybe . She says but it was all fun ... fun indeed. She was asked, would you have changed what or how it was done??? She says no, not I . My mistakes made me , will make me, but will never break .

And the purpose of it all?

One dae he asked me what was the PURPOSE of it all? I said purpose of what? Questions going back and forth... he says the purpose of life im like purpose of what aspect of LIFE? LOVE? LUST? DAE to DAE? and he's like yea of all? I state bakk by saying that the general secular purpose of life is leave ones mark on enormous land mass in the middle of the universe; whether that be be concieving a child,having fame, and or fortune, to repeat cycles in order to view if life choices are continuously done the same each time, to fulfill what others have in store for you. But the religous purpose of life is to be an image of JESUS as he was when he was on this earth, to get to that one place up above, to make mistakes unaware but being able to ask for forgiveness. He responded bakk by saying you hit it right on the money it made me feel a lil good bekaz i know all of these views i listed will appear in my life sooner or later and i will be prepared in one way or another.